Dear Karen,
Be strong and have faith. I'm sure there's a purpose for everything, that is why God gave you this kind of trial. You can cry all you want or cry to your heart's content but that's just it. Crying will only temporarily soothe your feelings. After that you're again faced with the fact that everything's gone and is now against your favor.
It's good to be in love. Love may be the most precious of all here on earth, but then again, you should prepare yourself to eventually get hurt for there is no such thing as perfect love. Sooner or later you will learn to let go of someone even if it hurts so much it feels like dying. You can't be selfish to him. For it is very obvious that his FREEDOM from you will be his ultimate happiness. Accept it. Let go and move forward. It is your decision now. What are you waiting for? Don't prolong your agony. SAVE your tears. For someday soon, you will meet someone who will love you with all his heart and will love you and accept you for who you are.
Cheer up! Cry. Laugh. And then LET GO. No one else will help you except YOURSELF.
Love,
Karen
So there it is! Writing to yourself isn't that bad after all.
